2012: The Nue GRUE

29 Dec

2011 was a great year for GRUEs, as we traveled over the pond and had our first Euro-GRUE tour! Berlin started us out, followed by the biggest GRUE ever in Amsterdam, and the London GRUE was so good it was nominated for “Best ‘Other’ Event for 2011″ in the BDSM-UK Awards!

As 2012 creeps closer, we have already gotten a number of GRUEs scheduled. So if you’re planning your year, here’s the path of the GRUE so far. Where possible, links to purchase tickets have been provided.

  • January 27-29th Los Angeles, CA (get your tix now, they’re going fast!)
  • March 2-4th Vancouver, BC
  • March 9-11th Detroit, MI
  • April 20-22nd Vermont
  • April 27-28th Pittsburgh
  • September 28th – Possible start of EUROGRUE II!

“Monday-Morning Syndrome”, aka Con Drop

29 Apr

Harrison Owen had some interesting things to say in a recent post on the Open Space List:

It is a common phenomenon that when first experiencing Open Space we tend to be blown away by the elegant simplicity, the ease and intimacy of relationships, the power of the energies released, the productive creation of new and fascinating ideas… And when contrasted with our everyday experience it almost seemed that we had entered a new world.  The contrast was painful and almost inevitably yielded the “Monday Morning Syndrome.” After having wandered in something like the Garden of Eden it is very difficult to contemplate a return to the normal drudge of the typical Monday Morning.

I can surely understand the feelings if only because they were my own. However, if 25 years with Open Space have taught be anything, it is that the Monday Morning Syndrome is a matter of choice, and the pain experienced is, to some large extent, a self inflicted wound. There is probably no way to change the frustrations and tribulations of the world we live in – stuff happens.

But what can change is the way we perceive all of that and seek to deal with it.  If our response to Tribulation X and Frustration Y is to yank the (supposed) levers of control, and then feel guilty or victimized when our best efforts fail – as is almost inevitably the case – the misery we experience is of our own making.

And there is another way, a very natural way. Just open space.

Now, I’m first in line with the skeptics who don’t want to drink the KoolAid and decide that “Open Space” is the long-sought-after Universal Panacea. But what caught my attention is the whole “response to tribulation X and frustration Y is to yank the (supposed) levers of control…” That part resonated, mainly because it reminds me of the Taoist principle of Wu-Wei (loosely translated as “nonaction“).

The idea is that the more you try to control events/places/people the more frustrated you get…but at the same time, by opening a space (or, as I would think of it, a path) for people to go, and making it attractive, they will go there and do what they needed to do regardless.

When doing a GRUE, I call this “hands in the pocket” moments – when I’ve finished the intro, set people to posting classes, and I just need to get the fuck out of the way.

Maybe that’s the way I would phrase Harrison’s statement:

If things aren’t going the way you want, maybe you just need to get the fuck out of the way.

I’m wondering if this can be a method to counter not only GRUE-drop, but con drop in general. Right now I tend to fight it with two strategies:

  1. Do NOT talk about anything negative from the event. Acknowledge that they exist, but that you’ll deal with them later. Immediately after is too raw a time to react to them appropriately.
  2. Eat something decadent, watch something frivolous, do something silly. Anything at all that has nothing to do with kink, GRUEs, or remotely productive behavior.

At best I need an evening of this, at worst I may take an entire day. What are your strategies?

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GRUE Gluten-Free Pancakes

4 Apr

One of my favorite parts of the GRUE is when I get to make my cheap-ass pancakes for everyone. However, there are invariably some people who don’t want or can’t have gluten, and we try to accommodate them. Yggdrasil (FL) brought her own special concoction that cooked well and looked yummy. She graciously agreed to share her recipe with everyone, so if you come to a GRUE, you might want to bring some along.

Oh, it might work outside of a GRUE, too. I’m not sure.

Yggdrasil’s Gluten-Free Pancake Mix

  • 3/4 cup rice flour
  • 1/4 cup potato starch
  • 2 Tbsp tapioca starch (or you can use 1 cup of a store bought all-purpose GF flour blend instead of the above)
  • 1/3 tsp xanthum or guar gum
  • 2 eggs
  • 1/2-3/4 cup milk (or milk substitute)
  • 2 Tbsp oil
  • 2 tsp GF baking powder
  • 1/4 tsp salt

Mix flours and xanthum gum together. Add eggs, 1/2 cup of the milk and the oil. Mix until well blended. Add more milk to reach the desired consistency (with 1/2 cup you get a much thicker cake which can sometimes be split and filled with jam, with closer to 3/4 it’s more like crepe consistency). Stir in baking powder and salt. Let sit while pan is heating up and then stir well before adding batter to pan.

I will often mash very ripe bananas or grate apple and add them at the egg and milk stage. The fruit keeps them moister (and is very tasty).

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I Support the NCSF

31 Mar

While it’s far from perfect, the NCSF is the only organization out there providing the services it does. As such, I’m glad that they do, and I’m also glad that it looks like the GRUE may become a Coalition Partner with them in 2011.

Enjoy this free video from KinkAcademy that talks about why…and my own short-lived run as the “MauiKink Man” (in the style of Old Spice Guy).

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Welcome to the Blog of the GRUE!

22 Mar

This is going to be the official blog of the GRUE, whichever GRUE you happen to be heading towards!